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Gay BDSM bottom (can switch)looking for play buddies, travel companions, possible relationship. Have a well equipped play room. Enjoy most forms of BDSM, specially chastity, cbt, watersports, electro, bondage, flogging.
HIV+, diagnosed in 1991. That makes me a long term survivor.
i enjoy working on the computer, photography, cycling, and others. Love a sweet singletrack (mountain bike trail).
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Last evening, i was disappointed. i was horny after an afternoon chatting. Found some videos on xtube. While watching them, i was playing/teasing my cock through the Houdini. A friend of me told me i would not be able to cum while wearing the device. Now, when i was teasing the underside of the head (in the tube), i shot a big load. Not using the tube to stroke the cock (like i did woithThe Force). Disappointed, i removed the CD for the night. Guess the Gautlet (full belt) is abiut the only device i have that will keep me from shooting.
URGH - Been getting a case of "diaper rash". Most of the problem is from the chamois in my riding shorts/tights. Some is also from wearing The Force while riding. Guess i was a little too eager to rack up miles in a chastity device. Yesterday i changes from The Force, to a cup jock. Think that helped - and the Bike flex cup fit well. Didn't really even know i was wearing it, at times. But at night, lotioning up my crotch, i realized it is getting quite raw. So raw, that last night, i slept in loose, soft boxers! i decided to stop the game - for now. The crotch problem was part of the reason, another is the weather. This week it has been good for ride - yesterday it was 60 and with light/no wind. Tonight they are forecasting SNOW! The pause will give me a change to refine the rules for the game. One of the issues is what to do when weather is bad for extended periods or in case of health problems (like the raw crotch). Now, my goal is to ride more miles, but not sure i should be penalized for the weather, health issues, perhaps others. What to do--- Change the thresholds so that they take in account for these problems? Perhaps give some mile credit per day, when cannot ride? Tough it out - longer terms in chastity is a goal, too? BTW, in case you are interested. This week i have logged over 75 miles on my bicycles, wearing The Force or a cup. Year to date miles (realizing this is IOWA!) 257 miles. During the break, i will be working on attaching a waist chain to the new Houdini. (i got the large sized houdini - on sale). When the cock/balls heal enough, will spend some time testing the Houdini. i also need to spend more time in The Gauntlet belt.
In the last 3 days, i have ridden over 50 miles with bicycle chastity bingo.
Last night, i had earned the 25+ miles to play again. Got another 25 mile threshold. Was a warm, windy day today, but headed out to see if i could make another 25 miles. Driving to the trail, the cock was really straining in the tube. Guess anticipation of the ride and reaching another threshold was getting me excited.
Now, with the wind, i normally would forego the ride, or at least take a short ride. With in chastity and playing the game, i went for it. The trail was blocked for construction 6 miles down the trail. Change of plans, reroute.
By the time i was ending my ride, the wind was really getting bruttal. i did make my threshold. Another example that the game is having the desired effect. Dropped the bingo balls again this everning. Another 25 mile threshold. That's 3 in a row. One of these day's i'm going to get a 75 mile threshold! Hopefully, soon the balls drop that say i can shoot.
My crotch was getting a little raw. Decided need to remove The Force. But, since my new Houdini arrived today, i at lease had to try it on. Wore for a little, then it was time to take care of the raw skin. Liberal application of lotion, soft, smooth compression shorts (with cup) - that should help.
Yesterday morning, i dropped the bingo balls and they came up that I needed 25 miles to try again. Over the last 2 days, i made the first threshold on my game with 25.7 miles. Still riding wearing the The Force.
Coming home from the ride, it dawned on me (or i am finally realizing), just because i made the first goal/threshold, all it means is that i can try again. It does NOT mean that i will be allowed to shoot tonight. Hell, when i drop the balls tonight or in the morning, it might just mean that i will need to ride 75 miles before i can try again.
Hmmm. Well, i wanted to try this . The thing is, many times today i caught myself thinking about making my miles this evening - every time i thought about it, the cock started straining in the tube.
Little nervous about taking a go at dropping the bingo balls tonight. So far, the game is having the desired effect!
I am an avid cyclist. My favorite rides are in the dirt - singletrack trails. This winter, I have been looking at a way to combine cycling with my desire to be locked in a chastity device, To make things interesting, I am trying a version of Chastity Bingo or Chastity Lotto. The more miles I ride on my bicycles, the more chances I get to be unlocked and jack off. Basic rules - for starters: 25 miles to reach the treshold. 1 mile on pavement = 2 miles in the dirt When a mileage threshold is reached, a lottory/bingo is used to see what are the requirements for the next threshold. Using the bingo ball generator on lockedM4M.net, modify as: 2 balls the same = jack off as wanted until next threshold or 2 days, whichever comes first. Smaller # ball is 3 = base threshold Smaller # ball is 6 = 2x threshold Smaller # ball is 9 = 3x threshold Thresholds can be raised once more accustomed to riding with a device. Also, thresholds may be raised because of the riding season.
i have been dabbling with chastity and chastity devices for several years. i have been locked in CB-2000 and The Force ( see reviews). At one time, it was to service and please a Master. About 3 1/2 years ago, that came at a halt. What changed that? i suffered a heart valve failure and stroke. My doctors later told me they almost lost me. i was on anti-depresents, from that and PTSD brought out from service in Viet Nam. i was determined to be healthier than before the stroke. Last summer, with doctor's OK, i tried living without the anti-depresent. i found that i was feeling much better and my sex drive came back. From jacking off 1 time ever month or two, to shooting several times a week!. With the reawakening of the sex drive, was a renewed desire for wearing a chastity device. What is going on? -- i just get my sex drive back and i want to locked up my cock? The more i wear "The Force", the more i needed to wear it. Being locked had become security blanket. After being unlocked, within a couple days, i am looking to be lock again. Now my passion is riding my bicycles, particuarly ride singletrack. That's mountina biking, riding in the woods, dirt trails. When not riding, i wanted to wear my chsitity device. As you see from earlier blog posts, i wanted to be able to ride WITH a chastity device. No way could i be locked up for long term, unless i could ride when locked. My riding is not just my passion, but it is essential to my health. the "Force" has allowed me to ride locked. i have not ridden with my new "Gauntlet" belt. i have ordered a "Houdini", to check out that device. Not sure i am ready to mail my keys to someone. i would like a nearby key holder that can tease me in chastity, get more comfortable with the idea. ideally, i would like to have a play buddy, where we hold each other's keys. For now, i live my myself, keeping myself locked more often than unlocked. The need seems to be strongest when i am in bed, reading and or sleeping.
Yesterday, i decided to take off the Force, chastity tube. But by the time i was home from breakfast and debating about a bike ride (was very windy), i opted for wearing my new belt. After all, i need to get accustomed to wearing it. The weather was changing - 60 deg dropping and then snow. Most of the afternoon, i stayed inside wearing my belt, a t-shirt and basketball shorts.
It was difficult getting the belt on. i ended up putting the belt together (lose) and slipping up my hips. i would have preferred a tighter fit to wear, but if i used a tighter locking screw hole, i would not be able to get the belt on. Anyway, i was able too wear the belt all afternoon and slept wearing it.
In the early morning, the cock decided to get a woodie. Oops - i am locked. That was a great feeling. very different than when the cock tried to get hard in a tube device.
This morning i showered with the belt on - another first. Dressed with loose jeans. See how it goes today.
My CD (The Force) was removed the other evening. Friends had me tied to a bondage table and had fun with my. (It was also fun for me,) They used a buffer on my chastity tube covered cock. That really got me going!
When having my body orgasm, the cock slipped out of the tube. When it was removed, found that i had "carpet burns" on the head of my cock. Very sensitive! Little sore.
The first couple days i could not wear my boxers. Had to wear a jock, to hold things solid - no moving around. By later in the week, i was able to make my 600 mile drive home, and wearing boxers again. Yearning for having the tube on again.
Friday my cock was healed enough to lock-on the CD. Today was back in my bicycle in CD - 20+ miles. Makes me feel whole again.
OH, - and my friends helped me trying on the new belt. Still not comfortable with it to ride my bikes. Working on that.
Saturday i was able to make my first bike ride while wearing a chastity device. No, the parts for my belt did not arrive, i wore The Force.
i wear a tight jock with The Force - to hold everything in place. Over that, my spandex cycling shorts and tights. The "package" seemed to be very secure. Made a short ride in town - about 2 miles. Feeling good, i headed for a longer ride.
Through downtown (Little Rock) to NLR River Trail. Damn, it felt good. Ended up riding nearly 18 miles.
Little play time that night (locked). Still locked Sunday morning. Played again Sunday evening while wearing The Force. The guys i am staying with, nicely use me, then removed the Force.
Maybe the replacement parts will arrive Monday. Kind of feeling naked now unlocked.
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